what i want!

okay..i know..i still didn't even write the aforementioned "INTJ to a T"...its coming...instead, i'm writing about what i want. thanks to www.astrobarry.com, i've been made aware of the fact that now is a time to think about what we want and let it all out...whether it be to ourselves or to the world at large! i, as one, am letting it out to the world at large (although i'm quite aware that approximately 2 people probably read this..). anyhow...here goes...this is what I want:
a i want a career that fulfills my need to express my creativity, that provides me with challenges regularly and that allows me more freedom and the ability to make my own decisions
a i want to be able to stop worrying about whether i can make the bills each month
a i want the ability to help my family out, financially, with whatever they need
a i want for my sister and father to begin speaking to each other once again
a i want to be understood by my family
a i want for the person that i loved to know that i loved him, to understand why i did what i did and to know that i will always care
a i want to be strong enough to run another 12k
a i want to hike Zion, Arches, Olympia, Glacier
a i want to find a great apt in NY
a i want to travel to New Zealand, Italy, & Alaska
a i want my friends from SF to move back East
a i want peace in Israel and Palestine
a i want the war to stop...now.
a i want to forever be curious, to constantly open my eyes to new ideas & perspectives
a i want to continue to love and be loved
so that's that...that's what i want...there, its been said aloud...you should try it..the value of open expression is far too underrated...